Actually, "languishing" is not a new word, it has been kicking around for a long time and has recently gained some momentum. But it does have a new and personal meaning for all of us. Most of us are not actually depressed (although more of us probably are), but we feel helpless and unfocused. We have been teased with restrictions being lifted and then brought back. The weather has been easing, but inconsistent. For me a Steve Paikin episode gave the notion of how one feels, some articulation.
Time management has been altered for everyone. I had once preached that
you can not fully enjoy two activities at the same time, but these days
multi-tasking is the normal, but truly no task is quite as satisfying as
we hoped. Blogging is one coping mechanism for me, but will confess
there are many posts in draft and I dilly dally between them
without the focus that could make any of them more satisfying. An
earlier blog when I was focused on selling, but everyday living as
Personally (and for some this is even more excruciating) two funerals have affected me. A close friend of the family, Helen Rigby died from cancer during one of the semi lockdowns. A memorial service was held, semi outdoors, masks, temperatures checked, some social distancing. Under normal circumstances a lot more people would have showed to pay their respects and remember the good times with her. Through the newspaper obituary we learned of the death of an uncle, Raymond Oleskiw who once had a significant role in the family. Although he was elderly and had other health issues, the Covid 19 pandemic was the deciding factor. No mention of a funeral and apparently the opportunity to renew family ties has been missed.
Resentment which we all seem powerless to really express is now part of our psyches. Guessing most of my readers resent those "idiots" who are not strictly abiding by restrictions and holding the rest of us hostage. On the other hand they resent us because we are putting a damper on their enjoyment of life. Amongst my crowd there is resentment between those who had early access to vaccinations and those who didn't, many of whom were exposed to greater risk.
Another resentment is that the rich are doing better than ever. More of us are forced to buy online as we are unable to get what we need (and want) through our regular suppliers. The big grocery stores are able to adjust, while too many of their smaller competitors are either closed or severely restricted. This trend will likely carry on and we will all have a different purchasing life.
Other blogs that made me think of our precarious existence:
When the Covid 19 shutdowns I started exploring my city within walking distance seemed like a good idea. This link has several other links for these walks which resulted in lots of photos that you might find interesting and a few observations: http://www.therealjohndavidson.com/2020/04/the-shutdown-continues.html
A CBC radio clip got my attention about luck. A book written by Jeffrey S. Rosenthal, a statistician followed. He was debunking a lot of luck notions while at the same time urging us to pay more attention to statistical odds. More recently there has been a fuss about blood clots caused by some vaccines that has caused some policy changes and more critically public fear. Looking at the odds there is more danger of getting Covid 19. It is worth some consideration: http://www.therealjohndavidson.com/2021/03/knock-on-wood.html
Watching Michelle Gelfand, a guest on Fareed Zakaria the discussion started on loose and tight societies and how they affected coping with the Covid 19 pandemic. There has been a definite link and the same mechanism affects much more: http://www.therealjohndavidson.com/2021/04/rule-makers-rule-breakers.html
If you found this blog more disjointed than usual, you could be right. Blogging still is something I enjoy and has become part of my coping strategy. An explanation of my joy: http://www.therealjohndavidson.com/2020/09/what-keeps-me-blogging-and-what-i-have.html
An explanation of how I chose my title: http://www.therealjohndavidson.com/2013/07/the-real-john-davidson.html